When I Look at the Mirror and Smile, I Know I Have to Pretend Nothing Happened

No matter how great our life is, there are times when we feel down low and simply don’t want to admit it. The most effective strategy for that is to pretend nothing happens and life our life the way it is, show people that things are okay, and sometimes even acted as if we are extremely happy now.

But then, sadness is just like a cancer eating our body. It makes us weak, empty, and emotionless. When I feel too sad, I just refuse to let my self believe that I’m sad. At times like that, sometimes we don’t even know what to feel anymore. It’s like my brain wanted to burst out and I just wanted to scream “let me be happy a little longer!”

Random Emotions, When our Heart is a Yo-Yo Played by Five Years Old Kiddo

Feelings are the most magnificent creation of god for human being! -or at least I thought so…. How ironic it is that we could feel extremely sad, and then extremely happy, verrry upset, then totally proud in one same day.

Sometimes it’s tiring tho to experience every kinds of emotions fluctuation, and sometimes we just feel that its too much. A friend of mine once said, you’ll never feel sad or happy unless you let your self. Even in your proudest moments, it is possible that you’re not feeling happy at all because your head simply doesn’t let you. Hmmmm how I envy those who just don’t let their themselves having sadness!

I’m a God Person When I’m Down, Forget Him When I’m Not , and Now It has to Stop

This is something that frequently happens.. and I’m also being part of people who needs to get her world up side down before turning her self in to god. May be its simply because when we are down we finally get in to a point where we realize that no one can help us except ourselves, and when we feel that we can’t handle things alone we just need other forces to help us out. Sometimes we don’t even expect Him to solve the problems, we just need someone to run in to when things are just so messed up.

Question is, why do we sometimes forget to praise Him when we are out of our dark moments? Sometimes we feel like things are going fine because we work hard for it, or we made sacrifices for it to happen. But isn’t it ironic knowing that nothing will be exist, not moments nor feelings, if He does not creates it.

Today I realize again, how small we are. We’re just one fragile being living in a gigantic social medium waiting for something that we don’t even know will comes up. Most of the time, I don’t prepare of what will be coming, and if the thunder strikes I will be devastated. Sometimes in times like that we just need a more intimate moment with Him, a moment where we could give ourselves and spit our heart out for someone we can’t even see or hear or touch, but we know He’s listening. Someone we can trust, rely on, and forces that we believe existed.

Drown to the Dark Side and Join the Dark Force, Man I’m not Ready to Fight!

There are times when I think that my world is divided in to two major sides. The bright side and the dark side. This past two weeks I certainly join those dark forces on the dark side! The major differences between those two sides is basically all types of feelings I have when I’m on a certain side. Recently, I really thought that studying in college and spending times for all of the work has no points on achieving my dream. This is due to…major changes on my dream, ha-ha! The whole time I really believe that I will try my best to become a great employee, climbing those career ladders on a company. Then recently I realize that those possibilities is not the one that i wanted to choose for my life. We only life once, so I want my life to be as adventurous and exciting as it can be. I want to travel the world, reaching some sort of happiness which can not be obtained from one place only, seeing things that makes me appreciate my life in a whole different level. Sure i HATE being on the dark side, but somehow i know that i need to be here for a while

Blink. Blink. Blink.

Things are happening so fast, too fast sometimes! sometimes things happened at times when you are not ready for it yet, or you are in certain condition where you just felt not ready. Question is, is it really possible that forces out there gave you problems or obstacles which are impossible for you to tackle? Someone used to say to me, nothing is impossible exept for eating your own head. well, i personally did not agree with that statement to THAT level of extreme< hahha< but i agree that even when things felt so damn hard, people can always find ways to hang on. Things might change in a blink. One time we felt expremely blessed and another second we just felt like sh*t. so really, its not the matter of how fast things could change, but howstrong we are to deal with it. Recently I became part of the group who yelled “life is too damn hard rite now!”, hahha! But it doesn’t mean that we shall give up rite?

Pack Your Bags for Riooooo!

“Rio de Janeiro is famous for its natural settings, its Carnival celebrations, samba and other music, and hotel-lined tourist beaches, such as Copacabana and Ipanema, paved with decorated black and cream swirl pattern mosaics known locally as “pedra portuguesa”. Some of the most famous local landmarks in addition to the beaches include the giant statue of Jesus, known as Christ the Redeemer (‘Cristo Redentor’) atop Corcovado mountain, which has recently been named one of the New Seven Wonders of the World; Sugarloaf mountain (Pão de Açúcar) with its cable car; the Sambódromo, a giant permanent parade stand used during Carnival and Maracanã stadium, one of the world’s largest football stadiums.”

I was browsing for possible holiday options when suddenly I remenber one place that I really want to go to…. Aaaaaahh, Rio de Janeiro, how I wanted to go thereeeeee!

New Year is Near, and I Hate to Make Resolutions!

 

A Harvard study of their graduates over thirty years found that there were only a small percentage (3%) of them who actually wrote down their goals–and these were the most successful! You can be certain that every one of those students had repeatedly heard the value of goal setting. Yet only 3% actually wrote down their goals consistently. Imagine what you can do if you both write down your goals and, then, focus on them consistently every day, every week, until they are accomplished!
What is it that causes what I call the “New Year’s Resolution Syndrome”? You probably know the one I’m thinking of. People make resolutions, work hard at them for a few weeks, maybe even a few months, and then forget them. Next year, they make the same New Year’s Resolutions. That is the syndrome. It is self- defeating and self-sabotaging. So why do so many people do it?

They may be making goals that are too global, too extensive, too unrealistic for the time frame, body type or current finances. That is not to say that they are not worthy goals. They need to be broken apart into smaller, more specific, attainable pieces. The elephant analogy is still the best one I know of to illustrate good goal setting. You probably know it. “How do you eat an elephant? One spoonful at a time.” So it is with goals. Make spoon size goals and accomplished them easily. One you’ve mastered this, get a bigger spoon! Hmmm, thats why next year I’ll try my best to make my resolutions come trueee!!!!